Carbs!

I hate carbss!!
Last night I ate a lil' bit of carbs, I mean, pasta... oh my god, I'm so tired of trying... I can only stay without eating the half of the day, in nights I screw it up!
I hate myself---

Today? Just like yesterday... coffee, we'll see in the night...

Sometimes I feel so weak---

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I drink senna tea (2 bags of tea in 1 cup of hot water) last night, but I feel the same... like trash!
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